That's not fair

'Life is unfair.'

It's not just a statement, it's the truth I'm telling. Life IS indeed unfair as fuck. When you're young you're not allowed to do whatever you want and you need to stick to school and your parents rules. When you're older, you need to work, earn money and take care of your family. In general.

'What is life?'

Life is the living things. Life is not just us humans breathing. Life is not just humans, animals and plants. When people talk about life, they acctually talk about how to live their life.

'How to live a life.'

Just do whatever you want to do and be happy.

'Life is unfair.'

We're back to point one again. 'Just do whatever you want to do and be happy'. This is impossible in this world. BUT at least you can try to do whatever you want to do and be happy. You can try to live your life as you want. You can try to get the best out of your own life.

But be careful, 'cause it's not only your life. The world is not you. Life is unfair. You need to account other people as well.

Automatic

Remember I wrote about my French tests? That I fail most of my French tests? Guess what, we had a French test last Friday. And I failed. Again.

I didn't tell my mom yet, since she's a French teacher and therefore wants me to get good grades for French. I  know I'll have to tell her soon. But I probably won't. She'll find out herself.

It's not that I'm afraid of my parents. It's more the feeling that I don't want to let them down. I don't want them to be disappointed in me. And I know they are not. I know that I'll always be there beautiful and lovely and sweet daughter. I know they'll always support me and be proud on me. But still, I don't want to tell them my bad marks.

Today it's a short blog. Just because I don't know what to write to day.
What about the title of this blog? I know, you're right. it has nothing to do with above. It just refers to the song 'Automatic' by Tokio Hotel, which I'm listening to right now. Acctually I'm listening the German version. You should try it to. ;)

No matter what happens, the frozen edge is not frozen yet

Haven't post anything yesterday. Well, shit happens.

I've got a very nice sister. I first want to make clear that I do love her, before i continue. Me and my sister have a quite good and tight relationship.

However, my sister completely freaks out over the smallest things. If she doesn't get it her way, she starts to scream and gets stressed and upset. And then I'm just like: calm the fuck down.

Okay, so last year she failed some tests (all of them). She failed her theory exam a couple of times. And so she got kinda into a depression. Don't get me wrong. She wasn't really depressed, but more upset and a bit depressed. No, she just got depressed. Anyway, it doesn't matter in what way you put it.
My point is here, that she often gives up. She wanted to give up again, but this time she was holding on. That's why I'm proud on her.

And geuss what, she passed her theory exam (finally!) and she also passed her retakes.

I strongly believe that if you truely want something, and you fight very hard for it, you'll succeed.
I want to be a journalist one day. And I want to set up my own gossip magazine. Some people tell me that this is just my dream. It might be my dream, but then it's a dream which will come true. How do I know? I believe in myself.

Right now, school sucks. And I suck at school. But I'm gonna fight for it, untill I've got what I want.

People don't tell you how to live your life. And if they do, fuck them. It's your life, and only yours. You should fight for your own life and and for your own goals. There are no rules. You can change your life in the way you want to have it. As long as you keep strong and remember to never give up.

No matter what happens, the frozen edge is not frozen yet.

Barbie dolls

I'm travelling back to home. It's cold and windy outside. I'm sitting in the subway.
All around me, there're only sluts.
I don't know what kind of world we live in today. But seriously, girls are covered up with too much make-up. Uhm.. Hallo is someone there behind those 5 layers of foundation?

Don't get me wrong. I do understand that girls want to be pretty. I do understand why they put on make-up. I do understand why they put on foundation. But really, not everybody has to look as Barbie. It's a fucking doll. Okay. You look like a doll. A complete idiot.

Some of my friends use foundation too. I respect my friends and again I do get why they use foundation. But at least they don't look like dolls.

By the way, all girls are pretty. Even without make-up. So maybe you should try to put on less make-up than you usually do ;)

Do The Same As I Do

I guess a lot of people have the same as I have. Or should I say: do the same as I do.

I started high school 4,5 years ago. So right now I'm doing my fifth year.
Since 4,5 years, I have to study for tests. Obviously. However, I've always started too late with studying. I keep promising myself that next time I will start studying earlier. Then why don't I do that?

My biggest issue is French. It's acctually quite easy. I mean, we need to study some words and sentences by heart and then also some grammar. However, I find one chapter hard to learn, 'cause it's pretty much. Now we need to study two chapters. I give up.

Didn't tell you yet, but my mother is a French teacher in high school. Like, that doesn't help me anyway. But a lot of people conclude from that, that I'm good at French too. Even my parents think that I should be very good in French. Let me say this again, people. My mother is a French teacher. Not me. I repeat. Not me.

Okay, I used to be good at French. When I was motivated enough to study the words and sentences. The reasons why I was motivated then and not now is easy to sum up. When I was in the first grade, one chapter was much less than one chapter in the fifth grade. So it was easier to remember the words because it was much less, and it took also little time to study the chapter. Also, after 4,5 years, I'm acctually just tired of school and tired of studying those stupid French words and sentences. Why on earth did I choose French?

I choosed French, 'cause I just to be good at it, and also because I love languages. That's about the only thing that I find interesting at all. To be honest, my interest in school doesn't go beyond music class.

Anyway, my parents, and especially my mom, keeps telling me that if I study French earlier before the test, I'll probably get a higher mark. So is my French teacher telling me the same. I've heard it I guess over 100 times in the last 1,5 year: 'you can't study at the last moment, that won't help you'. Yeah, neither does my promises to myself that I'll study earlier this time.

So I've got a French test on this Friday. Guess what? I promised myself to study last weekend, but I still haven't started yet.

By the way, I keep talking about my French. Just for the record, it's not just French. I've got this problem with every subject that I've got. And I'm pretty sure, that I'm not the only one with this problem.

As the title says 'do the same as i do', I will acctually tell you right now, that you should not do the same as I do. For once in your life, listen to your French teacher.

First blog

Pffff long day

Hi, i'm Dominique, or just Domie.
I'll keep it short today.

I'm a 16-year-old girl, who has always been writing. I'm from Holland, and I write this quickly, so please don't bother the mistakes I make.

Later in life I want to be a journalist, 'cause I've been writing all my life. I've always wanted to start a blog, however, I never did it, tough.

So here it is, my first blog, which is about nothing just some information about me.
Than at least you know a bit about me. :)

Acctually i need to do some homework, but you know, you always come with excuses for not doing it.
Hope my french teacher doesn't mind.

I'll keep uploading blogs every day, if I can make it. So you'll hear from me tomorrow again.

Goodnight xXx