Automatic

Remember I wrote about my French tests? That I fail most of my French tests? Guess what, we had a French test last Friday. And I failed. Again.

I didn't tell my mom yet, since she's a French teacher and therefore wants me to get good grades for French. I  know I'll have to tell her soon. But I probably won't. She'll find out herself.

It's not that I'm afraid of my parents. It's more the feeling that I don't want to let them down. I don't want them to be disappointed in me. And I know they are not. I know that I'll always be there beautiful and lovely and sweet daughter. I know they'll always support me and be proud on me. But still, I don't want to tell them my bad marks.

Today it's a short blog. Just because I don't know what to write to day.
What about the title of this blog? I know, you're right. it has nothing to do with above. It just refers to the song 'Automatic' by Tokio Hotel, which I'm listening to right now. Acctually I'm listening the German version. You should try it to. ;)